Frustration

breaking ties has been my recent activity.

I don't feel in control,
no one really does,
but I could do better,
and yet, I CAN'T.

I urged for pleasure,
but didn't expect love,
and a future.
It's better than in stories,
but for now it's just a feeling.
I'm anticipating the days
where actions will show his true self.

Mother wants to run away,
I told her that i'm older it's okay
It's wonderful how many lives you can have in just one.
Each one is a chance for renual.
Just go back to Okinawa,
where life is easy.